This blog is about my love life

I was dating a man called ryan for four years, he was a control freak he made me soo ill from mind games and constantly controlling me that i thought id never get away! he was what i was used to as he was my first boyfriend... One big huge mistake that was my mind is still messed up because of the stress!

So as it went on it got harder and harder to deal with i stopped going out. stopped seeing my friends.
i even got rid of my phone because everytime it went off he would find something to have a go at me for it. he was cruel and horrible to me and all i did was be there for him!

I went into work as normal and as i came in my boss was walking around with this man, and my gosh he was hottt!!!
hansom and gorgeous i was thrilled to be working at the same place as him. so we started to talk and we both love the same things were so similar its unreal !
only after a few days i new i liked him so i ended it with ryan turned my phone off and deleted him off facebook to stop contact.
He kept popping back up out of no where so i kept on saying its over!!! bla bla bla ... and the more me and john hung out the more i liked him he showed me what happiness is and showed me that what ryan was doing was wrong and when i think about what i went through it breaks my heart !!!
John took me out for a romantic meal and it was lovely we clicked straight away and i new from then that i would like to make a go of it.
so we then went bowling and done some activities and it was sooo funny we laughed all night long, i am so into john its unreal !
we have also been to a party together hes such a beautiful person inside and out that im starting to fall in love with him ! and i just hope he feels the same.

he means alot to me and im so lucky to have him ! he treats me how i deserve and were always laughing ! :) hes my true love - i hope :)